Notes

12/4
Last month I forgot i was a person. sorry
Its now december and that means I can function properly again
it is both a blessing and a curse that november is only one month
Mike Kelly
Cal Arts Mafia
Concentric Pedagogy
feminism should be the method
Authoritarian -> Formality = Intentions

How do you understand how to walk?
How does my neighbor understand how to walk on the beach?

Erase the whole thing, develop a new idea
Deconstruct
Doug is against production, think about generative
"Why is crit about us?"
Expressionistic (your work is mystically in you, presenting yourself, fiction) is dead


10/30
Doug is wearing a very nice tunic today, very long to his knees
choices are issues usually

10/23
I HATE THIS, THIS WOMAN IS SO BORING AND DOUG ISNT HERE AND SHE TALKS WEIRDLY ABOYT CATALOGS FUCK


10/16 Writing center people
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Sometimes when my head bobs back up above the water
when i come back up for air
I realize how dissasociated ive been
and I wish I had a way to float

"Talk Tuah" - joel

10/2 - Talk about the structure of cooper union
Martin Kippenberger
gaslighting myself into thinking that my hair is "wild and free"
not just dirty and messy
Student = desciple type of teacher and student relationships and dynamics
What does it mean to be a master
Author = Authority = Authoritarian RUH-ROH
corniest shit ever
trauma porn
putting other peoples suffering on display
not my place to display it
"How much can i contradict my beliefs"
All were doing is asking uncomfortable questions